:)

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 16:18:59 GMT

school is starting soon
and im so dreading it
)):

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 14:09:33 GMT

i'm so busy doing relief teaching in a school these 2 weeks.
but im busily happy!
it gives me a feel how being a teacher would be like!
the kids are cute too
sometimes i will burst out laughing even though im scolding them
cos their facial expression is so cute
and their answer is so innocent
i miss those days!!
haha

very fun working
once i was scolding this boy
then he made a funny face at me
and i started to laugh
haha
then the whole class laugh
naughty bunch of kids but still very adorable
((:

but i guess being a form teacher really means alot of responsibility
which i dun think i wanna have

and wad we feel so lucky is justin brings me to school EVERYDAY!!!
and he always brings along "honey" water for me
HAHA
and he picks us up whenever he doesnt have training!
makes me feel so lucky
HAHAHA
thank you!!!

but school is starting soon sadly
i wanna work more
the kids are so cute
they always "miss yew miss yew miss yew" when they see me along the corridors

and i conclude
i like smarter kids
haha

P.S.: happy 41 anni dear! <3

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 13:24:24 GMT

Big thanks to all those who wish me "happy bdae"!
to those who i didnt reply, i'm sorry but THANK YOU!!

the day started with lunch at Ah Yat Seafood Restaurant
baby came to fetch me! (:
the lunch was great!
so yummy!
I LOVE PRAWNS.

then i ccame over to b's hse before going out for dinner
and i kept bugging him for my present
so he gave up and told me to search ard the room and he went to play DOTA
UGH
so i went to search high and low.
and finally, i found it! (in less than 15 mins)

a pair of diamond earrings!!
((:
Thanks b!

and i'll just let the pictures to speak for themselves

the 6.45 surprise <3

we are at oosh in demsey road!

my diamond earrings! ((:

our half eaten oysters

my best bdae present ever!

a scrap page by b

notes from my best frens! (:

my fav lil miss diamonds and lil miss giggles. b did it for me. it is nt an easy job ok! i was soo touched when i saw the mega card! it made me soo happy! ((: and he went ard to get all my frens to write in the card. thanks for everything b!! it's such a sweet act! <3 lil miss giggles was a story of both him and i.

sunday lunch with frens at

THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HAS MADE MY BDAE SPECIAL IN ONE WAY OR THE OTHER! (:

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 05:05:56 GMT

WISHES FOR MY BIG 2-0

1. new hp (htc touch diamond)
2. kate spade bag
~~3. diamond earrings~~
4. sling bag
5. sandals (preferably with gems)-size 7
6. denim vest/red knitted cardigan
7. grey skinnies/white shorts
8. floral/stars tiered mini skirt
9. leather belt
10. accessories
11. HAPPINESSSS ((:

jarsteen miss yew

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 16:36:39 GMT

attention everyone!
vivien is employed!!!
((:

after 1 month of hols,
i think it's time to start earning some moneh
thanks pl for the job
haha

it's not a fantastic job
but it's not too bad too
plus it's near my hse!
it's in novena sq!
i can practically walk over
but i still take bus
and i took cab on 1 of the days
LOL

i cant wait for pay day!!!
happy!
cant wait!

last week has been down at velocity to watch b play beach vball
((:
though you didnt win, i think it's a commendable effort!
p.s: edwin pang is so ZAI
i dun think i can decide which team to look at if b is competing agst him
OOPS!

anw, my job has made me neglect mr justin
sorry bout it!
thanks for your undstg and support too!
HUGS!

it is time for some photos.

IT'S B DAY TML!
SEE YOU SOON!
XOXO

Wed, 04 Jun 2008 17:21:28 GMT

RESULTS ARE OUT

got very average results
was hoping that i could get an A/A- in one subj
but i didnt
very disappointing
ALL B+

called b to let him know my grades
feel much better after toking to him
((:

next sem have to work ultra super duper hard
or else even a second upper might be a problem for me
GO GO GO!!!!

even when all things dun go my way
and didnt turn out the way i wanted it to
i know i should learn to count my blessings
and im a v lucky girl
cos i have everything i wan
esp you, b
that's all i ever need <3

Mon, 26 May 2008 16:14:35 GMT

our love started with a balloon
and it re-started again with a balloon
i love all the balloons
esp the eeeyore puppet
so special!

240508:
was a special day
cos it's the first anni since we got back tgt
and you went to bintan for your competition
but nonetheless,
i enjoyed that day thoroughly
cos you've planned everything so carefully
that i feel so loved even when you're not by my side
i love that tiny surprise from you
even though it doesnt cost much
it means loads to me
cos it shows all your sincerity and love
a simple but touching letter
a simple and starry night
a simple and lovely gift
((:
i think it's one of the best anni actually
although it's just soo simple
thanks for everything b
i love you

thanks for bringing happiness back to my life b
up till now, i haven regret my decision
and i hope i will never
i know you've changed
and i know you're putting in all your effort
thanks so much b
but now im afraid i might take all these for granted
and i wont put in as much effort as you to keep the reln going
but i will try
cos i want it to last
((:
let's make it happen tgt!

i really feel like im the happiest girl on earth now
there's nth more i want
im contented the way things are now
and i want it to stay this way

and i haven got a job yet
that means to say that i've actually been bumming ard for one full month
and i've got no money now
i want a job!!!!
or just a windfall
that would make my life complete <3

Sun, 11 May 2008 16:55:18 GMT

i did much thinking these few days
and i talked to many pple abt it
it hasnt been easy
really
i think it's more stressful than exams!!!

haha
i wish life has been much easier
i wish thins could have been less complicated
but actually i realised that everything is under my ctrl
i can choose things to be less complicated
i can make things be the way i think they should be
and which is beneficial for us
why do i spend my nights alone thinking of stuff?
)):
i dun like the feeling at all
and i have been doing it for quite awhile
i just wanna be happy
and smile all day long

anw, today's mommy's day!
i hope you're happy with our card
and the special badge i put on you!
NO. 1 MUM!

thanks for the msg you sent to my mom
she's quite happy over it.

Wed, 07 May 2008 14:35:50 GMT

you'll still be my mj khaki
you'll still be someone who understands me the most
you'll still be my good buddy

((:

i hope this would be enough for you.

Fri, 02 May 2008 17:18:15 GMT

i feel like returning back to church
i feel dat i've backslided alot the past 2 yrs
and this disturbs me quite abit

although i once hated Him for many things
i still believe that He is real
i can feel that He has helped me through my exam period
and many other matters

(:
i know He still loves me.

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 04:53:43 GMT

exams are over!!
everything is over!!
major happpinesssssssssssssssssssss!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

no more late night studying
but more late night mahjong

went out with the class yest
it was quite fun
((:

now is more shopping and more shopping
it has been years since i last shopped
later will be a shopping spreeee for me!

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 07:36:41 GMT

4 MORE DAYS TO END OF EXAMS!

i cant wait!!
had aa102 paper today
)):
major unhappinesssssss

1. budget came out
it made me waste lots of time on it
first, i see 3 canvas per unit as 3/4 canvas per unit
so i happily calculated and then!! i saw THREE NOT 3/4.
so i had to redo

second, i combined both production schedule and raw materials schedule together
and i was thinking how come so much work for 5 marks!
to MY HORROR, it is 14 marks worth.
so i had to copy the whole thing again into 2 parts

third, i did monthly and quarter budget for COGM
when they only wanted quarter
HOW CLEVER AND WASTE OF TIME

i made many carelessss mistakes this time
it's not difficult but just not enough time to correct my careless mistakes

wadever. it's over.

2. my project has gotten a B
quite disappointed over it.
and quite unfair when i think abt it
but felt better when i saw the average was B-

i am really so blur today
im too sad
going to hug my spongebob and go to bed
it's my only fren now.

OB IS OVER

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 13:32:34 GMT

OOOOBBBB IS OVERRRR
quoting from fujing,
my paper has FOUR VERY LONG QNS
this sucks

no time to complete at all!
and when i look at the 1st qns,
i was stunned
the 2 qns made me shock
the 3rd qns made me breathe harder
the 4th qns gave me some hope
cos it was the easiest
(but i did it the last)
*vivien is so clever*

not like jackson who did it first!
ugh

my tags were completely useless
waste my $2.95
and my smileys!!
i didnt even used them at all!!
ugh
):

i hope those tutors would be super lenient
and i hope i will maintain in the B+ cat
i dun even wanna think abt A-
it's too far away from me
haha

i did accounting revision today
quite fruitful :)
and stanley called me 3 times and ask abt the same qns
>.<

i think next week, at this time,
i would probably not have any mood to do revision anymore
and just pray that friday hurry come
and that would be the start of my 3 long months holiday!!

i need to work
cos i need money
to satisfy alll my needs
cos i dun wanna make a choice between my preferences
ok
this is too econs
i should stop.

PRE-EXAMS POST

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 02:49:10 GMT

I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT FRI!!!
haha
justin says im neglecting him.
HMMMMMM.
haha

anw, tml is my OB paper!!!
hope it'll be alright!
and i still have 3 more papers to go!
im quite scared for econs actually.
DUNNO WHY.
it seems simple yet difficult at the same time.
so contradicting!!
haha

last sat was spent with fujing, poh lu, jason, rachel, xy at smu
it was really straining on my brain.
so many concepts to link here and there.
and consider other perspectives that others have came out with.
it was too tiring and somepple are about to faint from huger
haha
so we went to ps for dinner
we continued after dinner
and it was quite amusing to listen to poh lu's answers
it is like somthing which fujing and i will never think about!
haha
then jason send me home (yay!)
but went to his house first
his house has a fat cat that made me very scared.
lucky it doesnt come into the house or i'll just scream!

oh i got back my ob (60%) results!
quite satisfied although i didnt get all As

Article Critique & Presentation: B+
Case Analysis and Presentation: A-
Indivdiual Contribution to Q&A: A-
Individual Creative Thinking: B+

10 more days!
let's study hard together! (:

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 09:23:52 GMT

exams are coming soon!
ugh
i'm too tired from reading ob
ob is tooo huge for me to understand
my book is filled with many post-its now
dun really like this sem.
it is not as easy as i tot
):
hope this period hurry get over soon!
cant wait for 25 apr to come!
and i can play, shop, watch, go out!

and my bdae will be sooon!!! ((:

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 05:25:47 GMT

24th:
was our 3rd yr anni!
im so touched by all you've done for me.
and i found out our lil secret!
:)

XOXO`

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 16:24:40 GMT

HAPPY CNY TO EVERYONE!
my cny has been great
with mj-ing and playing cards
my luck has been quite ok the first few days
until the 4th day when i lost 50+ on in between
i hit the pole when my cards were King and Ace
my luck was terrible that day
justin's luck too.
hope you managed to win some with your family that night

havent been spending time with you lately
so i've been feeling moody >.<
very mooody actually

hope it'll be better a few days later.
and i hope i didnt spoil your surprise you've planned with yankee and smily
by reading sheryl's blog
haha

jay chou's concert rocks
i misss him
i wanna go hk next yr!
and cheryl phua, pls update your bdae wishes soon!
or else you'll just be given a hug by each of us!
hahaha

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 14:11:55 GMT

first week of having 6 hrs of tutorial is quite ok actually.
my stats tutor is cui
totally cmi
i cant even hear her from my seat
she's toking to herself
my econs tutor even drew the dd and ss diagram wrongly
but no way am i going to change my timetable
cos i simply love my 3-day week
i hate ob
i finally read 2 chpts today
going to read 1 more later
and i got to read another 1 more plus 25 pages of crap tml

i am currently playing with my new toy-lg viewty
i like!
but the touch screen is smth i must get used to.
i like to edit photos on it.
HAHA

i am actually quite enjoying my first 2 weeks in sch
i hope it;s not too early to speak of
oh
and i dun have any elective this sem
i definitely need one next sem!
i was actually considering to take up a minor
cos i can clear 15AUs immediately
but rachel told me it's mon-fri 9-5 school days
i will die
so i immediately abandon my 'clever' idea
i hope i'll be fast enough to get my electives next sem :))

i need some retail therapy badly
but i need to save
have been spending way too much.
i hate the saving process.
ugh

first post of 2008

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 07:44:45 GMT

my first post in 2008 after a long time.
i started this new yr badly.
with smily, sheryl, adum, yankee doodle, dawn and justin at haji lane philia cafe.
it was actually a nice outing with the guys
and we had barbeque first.
but unexpected circumstances arises.
leaving just me,justin, sheryl and smily.
our countdown was quite sad.
with just the few of us jumping in the field.
we caught some fireworks though.
very beautiful fireworks.
so i drove back to justin's hse where we taught sheryl mj
and we playe a really long 4 hr mj
and i quarelled with justin chua

today is only the 8th, but we quarelled a few times alr.
this shows that you must start the new yr properly and nicely and good-ly, whatever you name it.

im feeling so moody now
having some pre-school mood swings
haiyo.
hate this feeling
and im feeling jealous now
which i think it's super dumb
haiyoyo

i just wanna lead a carefree life
i will be contented with just playing 7 wonders with infinite stages on my psp everyday
with no worries and stufff
i dread going to school tml

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 11:14:10 GMT

it's just 4 more days to the day you leave.
but you still take no initiative
what else can i say

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 13:50:20 GMT

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER
SHIIIOOOOKKK MAN
but the papers are like ____
nvm
heck care
i shall enjoy my hols!!
hahaha
i really really love alll my classmates!!
all of them are soooo nice and just soooo nice!
except poh lu who PMS
crazy guy.
hahahah
we pratically went all ard spore on mon night
and settled down at bugis for dessert
and talk
nice talking to all of them!
but i really realise that guys who are older are really more mature in their thinking!!!
loooking forward to more of such outings!!
<3<3<3

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 07:19:53 GMT

IT'S THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS TML!
AND IM SO HAPPY
DAT I CANT SEEM TO STUDY NOW.
haha
it's the weekend and so many pple are out having fun
ugh

i know tml will be one of my happiest days in these 3 months.
after 3.30, it'll be hell loose of freedom
and girls will be rushed to vivo and SHOP SHOP SHOP
after which, it would be bbq.
hope its nice
and i hope ill still drag myself back for bbq after shopping
haha
I SO SO HOPE THAT STAN HAS A CAR TML
so that he can fetch us here and there
heee!
oooops (selfish intention)
and i hope he lets me drive tooo!!!
((:

and christmas is coming!
my wish would be.....................................
that i have a car
and
and
and
MORE HAPPINESSSSSSSSSS :D

Sun, 18 Nov 2007 09:17:41 GMT

oh gosh!
it's aa101 exam tml
and i didnt really study durin the weekends
ugh
this sucks
i just spend my time watching dvds and playing abit of mj
hahah
i feel so guilty of it
and poh lu msg me late at night and early in the morning to ask me questions
on how to do aa101
awwww... feel so guilty when everyone study so hard
but, he gives good encouragement i must say!
haha
after exam tml, it shall be a rest day for me too!!!
haha
cant wait!
i cant wait for exams to end
i decided that i should start exercising after exams
but not on the last day itself
cos i'll be having my last bbq
after that i shall shed all my flabs
i wanna go swimming.
wanna join me cheryl?

and then to the beach!!!!
it's been a long time since we go to the beach
like since sec 4?
wahaha
it's time to go again! :))
and do stupid things like burying slippers
hahaha
nvm, i can think of more stupid things to do
im stupid anyway

just when i tot things got slightly better, it turned for the worse again.

well oh welll...

4 more days

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 10:23:09 GMT

it's time to blog!!
exams are like next weeek for me.
dun feel really prepared for it yet
and cant get into the mood to study
dvds are distracting me
aircon is making me sleepier easily
went out with my class on thurs to study together
they finished so many papers!
im abit scared and presurrized by them
haha

but im contented with my grades so far.
50% more to go!
wish me luccck
and also luck in finding the exam venue
cos i have a good feeling i might not be able to find it
ahaha

---------edited----------
yay!
tml is my rest day with justin.
and it is gonna be fun!!!
haha
we've been closer to each other nowadays,
:)))
hope it lasts!
ly!

P.S: i hope that does not happen. :p

i like jay's no.5 song.

Wed, 24 Oct 2007 13:01:12 GMT

i finally got my jay chou tickets
i got it after spending the whole afternoon on sistic's website
and when kim came back from lessons,
she joined me in refreshing and refreshing
but my seats arent fantastic though
i got row 18
i had got row 14 ok!
but the damn sistic released my tics
like wt...f
but at least i've got my tickets now

im supposed to study for fm
and prepare for my IT speech tml
but ive accomplished none
jason is going to kill me
uh oh
haha
but i'll prepare my spitch later la...
kim will be my audience
haha

actually today is supposed to be a happy day
or at least a semi-happy day
but it wasnt the case
i also dunno wad to do
i sorta give up
i'll just do nothing now.
~~241007~~
that's all for today.

19 jan 08!!